describing myself, it would be like

too much, not enough. too much, not enough

they say it is not enough to be too much

but it is. it fucking is at night when breathing gets harder

thinking about how it is still not enough,

desperately wondering how it could ever be,

when everything is always just too much

too much, not enough. too much, not enough

that is all I have

that is all I am

is that the reason why you left?

                     -  3:47 thoughts; did you feel too much or not enough?