i know
it’s been months and still
he left and came back and now?
he left again, you knew he would
maybe he never came back
maybe he wasn’t even there at all
i know it’s annoying
when i said it’s okay and i’m done
but please don’t mention his name
but how I stare blankly if you do
you think i meant it
when i said it’s okay and i’m done
i’m hiding it but sometimes i ask
when will it end? when will it stop? when?
you say soon you say soon fucking soon
or you roll your eyes or sigh or both
cause it’s been months and still?
or you just stare at me and say nothing
and wait until I switch topics
you say it’s just heartbreak
it is just heartbreak
just heartbreak
i know
when will it end?
i’m hiding it but sometimes
when will it stop?
he left
it’s been months
wait until I switch topics
it’s just heartbreak
it’s okay and i’m done
- but please don’t mention his name (#120616)